


First half-decent photo I've ever managed of the poor callirhoe, which is not terribly floriferous in this setting, even though it's supposed to be a rocking good plant for the region.

Miniature lavender rose peeks out between sage leaves. I'm trying to figure out WHICH miniature lavender-colored rose it is. I miss my garden notes. Maybe they're on the eMac.
Tragic, funny, and entirely, entirely believable. Click through to the YouTube; the blog embed doesn't pick up the 16x9.
Amazon's "Mechanical Turk" is a great way for first world folks to learn what it would be like to work for $0.04/hour, but occasionally a two dollar job turns up. How about getting paid two buckaroos for reviewing someone's rather lame personal finance blog on your blog? Just don't disclose...
Why not disclose that people can get paid to mention your blog? Maybe I'll try it: two cents sounds about right. You know, putting my two cents in your pocket. Heh.
Sometimes I feel very sad about the passing of the Web as it was.
• DC and I have made huge strides in digging out and reconfiguring my office. Pretty grand, isn't it?
• The HVAC company I was so pleased with last December turns out to have left the air filter leaning up against the furnace, instead of installing it. That means the furnace ran half a year without an air filter.
Yes, it would be possible to extract something from the HVAC company owner, especially because it was his tech here last week working on the A/C. But I told the owner about it, only because that's the major kind of mistake by an employee that, as a small business owner, I'd want to know about, myself. The damage will be rectified, anyway, by installation of a much more efficient furnace -- but this company will not, I think, handle the install.• My tour through the Dalgliesh series by P.D. James is coming to an end. This is such a regrettable circumstance that my reading of the second to last book dawdles and pokes reluctantly along. One book every three years is her habit; The Private Patient was published in late 2008 and has a worrying valedictory note. Her date of birth is 3 August 1920, so you do the math. In all my tours of detective fiction, hers are the stories and hers is the writing most delectable to my catholic palate. God save the Queen and P.D. James.
• Do you know Aldo Leopold? You might find him interesting: more about him anon.


Although a remnant remains, mostly the back garden is...

a pretty rough neighborhood.
Fifty years ago today, Passionist Father Victor Hoagland was ordained. He is dear to our family, someone we honor as a priest and cherish as a friend. The above picture was snapped on one of his too-rare visits to Colorado.
For a celebration of the fortieth anniversary of his ordination, he concluded brief remarks -- it is a hallmark of great Passionist preachers to be brief, but direct -- by singing Be Thou My Vision. There could be no more sincere testimony to his beliefs.
Years ago Fr Victor caught the idea of casting "Bread on the Waters", in a manner of speaking. He has contributed outstanding content that catechizes and encourages more people than we could have imagined when we started this experiment. Some of his writing about prayer you can see here.
It's Miller Time out here on the Front Range, and it isn't what you're thinking. This is an outbreak year.
Continue reading "Killing things (or The Millers and the Mortgage)" »
One of my all-time favorite plants, which I first saw 16 years or so ago at in the glasshouse at Jardin des serres d'Auteuil, is Alocasia × amazonica. I've seldom seen it, failed once at growing a very expensive specimen, and have since held tight to my pocketbook when plant lust has threatened to overtake common sense.
But there's a new cultivar, Polly, which I gather from googling is becoming more common. Certainly the one I found today at the supermarket was at a very common price, indeed: $12.95. We'll see how I do this time. Perhaps the fact that Polly is the nickname of a good friend will help me be more sensitive to this plant?
The miracle of the re-blooming lilac is reputed to have been achieved in Syringa x Josee. Lilacs are one species that adore our alkaline soil. However, I've lived to regret giving pride of place to Syringa pubescens subsp. patula 'Miss Kim', a stingy bloomer whose few pallid blossoms lean to the lavender-grey of Victorian funeral flowers. We're talking tissue flowers here, folks, and they were a staple of my great-grandmother's. But we digress.

... please, PLEASE don't do this.
Two places dear to DC's growing up years





Giant Springs

and Ford's, recently called out by Food Network's magazine as home to the best burger in Montana. I wouldn't argue.
The thrill of looking around town for cabinet hardware wears off quickly; even McGuckin's doesn't carry much of a selection these days. A couple of online sources I like: Hardware Hut, the online shop for a brick and mortar hardware store in Spokane, and -- with even more selection -- myknobs.com: over 300,000 items, they say.
The windows are open during these days of moderate temperatures, and the birdsong has been astonishing. The British Library has a great introduction to birdsong and the ornithology lab at Cornell has a jaw-dropping number of audio and video recordings.
A sense of place is one of the things I most enjoy in mysteries. Lately I've been reading P.D. James' Adam Dalgliesh series and recent festivities gave me time to wolf down Donna Leon's Guido Brunetti stories. What especially delighted me about the Leon series was each book's tight focus on an aspect of Venetian life: the floods, opera, housing, Murano glass making, pollution, and much more. OK, so those don't sound like subjects that will interest you. But they will, oh, they will.
It turns out to be possible to clean an acrylic tub: Soft Scrub, followed by scrubbing with Mr Clean pads. It works.
But there's plenty that doesn't work on glass shower enclosures. Trust me on this one. Vinegar works.
Refurbished Hunter fans turn out to be a really bad idea. If you're going to end up with (cha-ching!) Casablanca, anyway, it might as well be the first time the electrician calls.
More on the topic of what doesn't work: on cheap non-wireless phones, you'll probably need a coupler to swap out the too short cords for longer ones. At right, sadly, is my own picture.


BOTW did not reach a million page serves for a 30 day period during Lent; we topped out at about 920,000. Good Friday we served more than 50,000 pages. We're now back to about 12,000 - 14,00 page serves a day, which I think means that this has grown by about 50% for each of the past two years.
"And all this without promotion," I crowed to my sponsor, who smiled and gently suggested that maybe a little promotion is now in order.
There's so much to clean up before I'm ready to do that.
Interesting thread at Ask Metafilter: “I used to _______, but now I use _______ on the internet for free!”. For example, “I used to buy Dover Clip Art books, but now I use Open Clip Art Library and check for public domain images and "freely-licensed educational media content" at Wikimedia Commons.” (Actually nobody has posted the second link yet, but they should.)
Here's what I've learned in the past three weeks.
To be prepared for a sudden illness that takes a turn toward the chronic, it's very helpful to have:
So with these things in place, I think a person is well prepared for this kind of experience.
Without these things in place, you might just be lucky enough that somehow they happen, blessings completely undeserved. And then, even when you feel cranky, you'll take as your dictum: More gratitude, less attitude. Because you will be so very, very grateful. A little cranky, but so grateful that you'll try to keep the crankiness to yourself.

You'll be so grateful.
Tonight a church out here will dedicate its huge renovation, which ran millions of dollars over budget. It would not have added a lot to construction costs, but the decision was made to build in a coffee shop. The huge debt (including coffee shop) makes me wonder: have we become "conformed to this world"? Romans 12:2, KJV
Whatever my plans were for the past few weeks, they didn't include having an infection that makes impossible any work (or play, for that matter). Things are much better, but I'm not yet back on the road of my choosing. It seems best to heed the rules of this unchosen road until there is a safe merge with the main highway. I'll see you intermittently for now and soon, I hope, more often.
Borrowing the words of the Reverend Dorsey: I am tired, I am weak, I am worn.
Things are improving slowly.
This series of videos features Clara Cannucciari, who demonstrates some recipes her family used during the Depression. I'm impressed by the fact that the production doesn't encourage the viewer to condescend to this woman.
The movies were produced by her great-grandson, according to this article at the St Petersburg Times (the link will probably degrade two seconds from now).
Whenever I've learned simple math formulas, just that often they drop right out of my head. So before finding what was needed on the Web today, I found learner.org again, a bunch of programs from Annenberg Media about everything: statistics, art history, journalism, physics, and much more.
Well, don't look for anything explicitly about religion.
This afternoon I learned definitively that the ashes image now being used by some other sites was, indeed, first made available at cptryon.org, that it is an image not in the public domain, and that the rights to the Web image are retained exactly as I assigned them.
I've composed an email that I'm not happy about sending, but these are the reasons I think I have to do it:
This isn't a happy situation. I really wish people would not take content from the sites of others.

Tonight I see that the person with the blog whose "Ash Wednesday" comes up ahead of cptryon.org says that the ashes image is "everywhere" (or words to that effect) on the Web. Every image I've seen is, to the pixel, identical to images I put on the Web in 1997 and then again, in a revision of cptryon.org/prayer/season/ash.html.
It makes me want to take a tour back through the old hard drives, because I unfailingly noted sources, even from clip art. Did this comes from a source available to others? I can't say for sure, although it certainly looks like what I've done elsewhere. I'm not excited by the "everyone is doing it" implicit in the response to the comment I left on the blog (not the Catho-blogging woman I mentioned yesterday, but the blog above).
And it reminds me to be diligent about watermarking every damn thing I put on the Web these days. Including, yes, the image above. I'll be trudging back through things here and elsewhere, dammit.
Today I found some Dungeness crab at the store, dear but not like jewelry or furs. There was just enough to make up a simple recipe we used to have every year on Christmas Eve: James Beard's deviled crab.
It's not food to make anyone's cardiologist happy, but once in a while for two people (this is about a quarter of Beard's recipe for "4 to 6"!) it seems all right to:
Put the whole business into a baking dish, top with the set-aside crumbs, and slide it into pre-heated oven to bake for 25 minutes or so.
Here's the wicked part. You really do have to add more butter to make the thing appropriately unctuous. How much depends on your cooking sensibilities and your conscience, I suppose.
When we were younger, probably this was served with bread and hot vegetables. Tonight it went on the table with some fruit and peppery radishes, to cut the richness of the casserole.
You might be thinking, But this is Lent! Just so. But every Sunday is a Feast Day, even in Lent -- a fact I did not take on board when I was young. But now I am not young and I refuse to miss any opportunity to celebrate a feast.

Tonight DC and I were talking over a couple of business models for responding to offers I have begun to receive for my work. I mentioned How Low Should You Go? and DC immediately jumped on it. "Gifts are great," he said, "but no discounts."
I think he's right. Discounting is a slippery slope, as the article and my own freelance experience show. Working cheap doesn't work out; I think the same might be true of selling cheap.
Although I'm still finding link errors, I've released the updated design for a project of my main content contributor, Fr Victor Hoagland, C.P. It is the Web version of The Passion of Jesus Christ, which came out in 1997.
The Web version was actually available before the dead tree edition, and the whole project was published seven years before the release of Mel Gibson's film. I mention that just to allay any idea that the project was developed as a response to or augmentation of Gibson's work.
But if you've seen the movie, you should definitely take a look at Fr Victor's site on the Passion and, in particular, this book by him and by Fr Donald Senior, C.P.. (Yes, I've done what Wikipedia eschews, which is to repeat a link in an entry. Oh, well.)

For a while, I had taken to carrying around a little book in which I had marked down some grave regrets in my life. I guess I was hoping to show a sign of my sorrow and determination to change. But recently I have realized that the only reconciliation on which I should depend is with God and that, beyond God's, the only forgiveness I can hope reasonably to obtain is my own.
Ash Wednesday. In thinking about a penitential practice, about what I can give up or take on for my spiritual benefit, one thing comes to mind: my excuses.
There's a difference, of course, between reasons and excuses. Lent offers me an invitation to reflect.